Archive for February, 2012
{ February 20, 2012 @ 1:25 pm }
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{ Rants }
{ Tags: annoyed, bitch, bitching, choking, date, fakes, fucking hell, in a fucking mood, life, Men..., migraine, moods, no, obc, offer, older women, online booty call, people that piss me the fuck off, pissed, pleasure, posers, proper sentence, puke, rant, red flag, seriously are you fucking kidding me?, Sex, sexi, slut, slutty, Snow, time, upset, writing } · { }
Seriously today is starting to be a day where I just want to crawl back into bed and forget it ever happened. While I don’t hide my kinky status in life, there are times when I just want to slap the fucking hell out of someone. This is a great example…
I’m sitting here with a migraine, dealing with more shit than I would care to actually admit when I get a message on obc (online booty call for those that don’t know). Each time I get a message from this person it’s always pushing further than he should be for my own little comfort. Trying to get me to text and/or call him and meet him upon the first time he even said anything. So today I get a message from him “hey can I come over sexy” Umm NO you can’t…. but whatever. This is what I replied…
Look blame this on a mad mood, me being a bitch or whatever you feel like. I don’t just up and meet with someone without knowing enough about the person to feel comfortable with doing that. I love sex, and it’s a very big part of my life via pleasure, play, and work… don’t get me wrong. But to have someone try every time they say something about being closer than they should be is a bit of a red flag and quite frankly I’m done with shit like that. Take your red flag and shove it up your ass for all I care.
He replies (yeah this should be good…): u OK we talk?
Okay yeah I’m not EVEN going to fucking respond to that one… maybe then he’ll get the damn hint!
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Now for another little conversation. This 18 year old kid, that can’t form a proper sentence in English keeps trying to tell me how he can “rock my world” and how he LOVES older women. Okay shit fuck keep on trying. He then tries to tell me things that are just all around disgusting and make me want to puke on him. Today I get “u dont no me” from him… I reply with this…
Just as well as you don’t know me, however I have seen enough to know that some 18 year old kid isn’t going to please the things that I myself find pleasure in. I don’t like posers, I don’t like fakes, and I can’t stand someone that either can’t speak proper English or understand the concept of it. Perhaps if you want to try hooking up with someone you should do it with someone your own age. Not everyone is into having a friend or lover that is still basically a child
Perhaps I am in a bad mood or just begin a bitch. Honestly I don’t give a damn today… can we try again tomorrow on that care face of mine?
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{ February 20, 2012 @ 12:03 pm }
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{ Daily Life }
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Alright so I did tell you there would be a second edition of the “Masturbation” topic, and here it is. Masturbation: Why Hide? Let us face the facts for a moment, everyone masturbates (don’t tell me you don’t because I’ll tell you that you’re lying). The question of the matter is why hide that you do it? I’ve talked to countless people that are always like oh you turn me on, but I don’t masturbate. BULLSHIT! I know damn well you do, hell I do it all the time. Why are you going to sit there and pretend that you don’t do something? I find it pointless and frankly a bit sad. Just admit what you’re doing, there’s nothing wrong in it. At least not in my eyes, and frankly how can something so awesome be bad? It relaxes you, helps to leave you calm and cool, and puts a smile on your face. There’s nothing bad about any of that, and you’re getting off so that’s a plus too!
Another fact of this little topic is why hide the fact that you masturbate when you’re in a relationship? Fuck there is nothing I hate more than when my other half masturbates and I don’t get to watch! Stop hiding and just do it and of course I want to see. That’s a huge turn on to watch your lover or significant other masturbate. It’s a great foreplay and very erotic. I know that from time to time you want to do it in private, and that’s fine, but every time?
Stop being so damn stuck up and just come out of the closet already. We all masturbate and frankly it’s hot to see someone doing it. Hell take photos of doing it, put some kink into it, and spice it up! While you’re loving yourself it’s easy to fall into a stuck mood… spice up masturbation just like you do sex. Have fun with it!
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{ February 19, 2012 @ 8:38 am }
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{ Daily Life, Random Thoughts }
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I was on FetLife since I can’t sleep and decided to look through some profiles. On a friend’s profile I saw the 10 Kink Commandments… and well these MUST be shared. So enjoy!
The 10 Kink Commandments:
1. All activity must be safe (we do not cause true harm), sane (we only engage in activity when we are clear of mind), and consensual.
2. We must always be respectful of our partner’s safe word (red/yellow/green) and their hard limits.
3. We only enter into activities after we have gained trust, education, and an open mind.
4. We must always be polite and ask questions.
5. We must not touch other people’s equipment without permission.
6. We must always be clean, hygienic, and mindful of our own equipment.
7. We must always be mindful of aftercare.
8. We do not engage in humiliating and degrading scenes for solely our own amusement.
9. We always protect each others anonymity from the harsh eyes of the vanilla world.
10. Most importantly, we do not forget to have a good time.
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{ February 18, 2012 @ 11:36 am }
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{ 10 Day Writing Project }
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Day 10: One confession
I’ve thought a lot about what this one confession could be. There are a few things that no one knows about me, and while it’s not always the best things that I keep from people, it tends to be something that almost no one would realize. I could make this sexual or completely non sexual. I could in theory make this about anything, however I think that my confession will have to start here…
I met him years ago sitting at a family friend’s computer. He sent me a message just wanting to chat because he’d lived in Columbus and missed it a little. We talked for a while, then more the day after, and again the next day. We talked almost daily, about music, movies, anything really. We quickly became friends, and I quickly became totally 100% smitten. It was a childhood crush, and neither of us could help it. We talked more and more, on the computer, on the phone, any way we could… we even sent mail to one another. The best things would be the little packages we made up for one another and then mailed. Those have always been the best.
Time always seems to be going, never stopping even for anything. I went from having a childish crush to falling in love with him. I realized this and started to freak out. I cut contact and ran away from him. It is one of the biggest mistakes of my life. I missed him like I missed air, like I missed the sun… it was something I couldn’t stand. I called him up, messaged him, and came back. It was like I’d never left, like it had only been a day that we hadn’t talked. I did this a few times, and each time I was always more depressed than ever as a result. The fact of the matter is I was in love with him and every part of my being knew it.
So you’re probably wondering where is the confession part right? Well the confession part is that I’m still in love with him. Madly in love with him, yet not a lot of people know it. If I have a soul mate, a partner, a one and only that completely completes me… it’s Sean. My soul aches and hurts when I don’t talk to him, when I don’t hear from him. I worry and freak out at times over him. Is he alright? Is his family alright? How is he doing? What is he doing? I tend to lose track of time when I think about Sean. So my confession is just that, everything that I’ve written here. My past, my present, and my future. I was a girl in love with a man, and now I’m a woman still in love with the same man. I’m not totally sure what anyone is going to think of this, Sean included, but at least I’m finally letting it all out. So there it is.
I’ve actually enjoyed the writing project. I wish there were more days to do… it’s been fun, and given me a lot of things to think about. Maybe I’ll come up with another little project like this one after a little thinking… Thanks for reading and hopefully not everyone I know is pissed at me.
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{ February 16, 2012 @ 1:42 pm }
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{ 10 Day Writing Project }
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Day 9: Two images that describe your life right now and why.
I’ve had to think long and hard about this one. It could be taken in one of two ways honestly. Me posting a photo or me describing an image. I think this would be much easier if it were music that describes my life right now and why, but that’s just saying… So the images I’ve chosen are both of a Pagan/Celtic line.
Image 1:
This first image is a version of the Tree of Life that I have fallen in love with. The tree is always an image that describes my life no matter how good or bad it may be at the current moment. The Tree of Life to me shows that no matter what happens it’s all connected. Everything I’m doing is connected in one way or another. There’s nothing I can do that won’t touch another aspect of my life. The Tree of Life also reminds me that no matter what we are all born to die. There is nothing that can be escaped. The time comes to be born, to live, and to die. So make your life what you want it to be while you can. The true meaning of life is defined by you.
Image 2:
The Maiden, The Mother, and The Crone. This image in and of itself is one of the biggest images of my life. I have been the maiden and gotten quiet good at it. Currently I am the mother. I am learning and growing. I’m nurturing and protecting. I am preparing for the life to come. The Mother keeps a watchful eye over the things unfolding in front of her while the Maiden watches and learns and the Crone continues to give her wise words and offer her expertise. I often feel as if I’m a bit of each woman, yet wonder if I have it in me to be any of them.
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{ February 15, 2012 @ 3:03 pm }
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{ 10 Day Writing Project }
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Day 8: Three turn ons
I LOVE turn ons. They’re some of the most amazing things and while this is NOT a complete list… here are three
1. spanking
2. kissing
3. being completely dominated
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{ February 14, 2012 @ 10:03 am }
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{ 10 Day Writing Project }
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Day 7: Four turn offs
A subject that I LOOOOOOOVE! Turn ons are great, but turn offs are totally equally important. Perhaps people should pay attention here…
1. Asshattery… seriously if you’re going to be an asshat, a dick, or a jerk you might as well forget it cus I’m shutting down.
2. Talking Shit- yes seriously talking shit. I’m sick of people talking shit then expecting me to not be turned off.
3. Belittling me or others- if you’re going to belittle me and who I am, (or others) then this is just bad all around… again turn off!
4. Thinking you’re better than everyone- Seriously you are NOT the Goddess’ gift to anything. Seriously turn off
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{ February 13, 2012 @ 10:54 am }
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{ Random Thoughts }
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The topic of the day is masturbation, yep that’s right masturbation. More specifically what we think about while we do it. This is something that’s been on my mind for a while, and after talking to Sean about it I decided to blog the thoughts.
Now most people normally think about some hot dude or hot chick… super models, movie stars, musicians, or some random person they met and were hot. HOWEVER, why if you’re in a relationship?? Think about it this way… if you’re in a relationship and that person meets all your needs, sexually and non sexually, yet sexually that person gives you the best orgasm of your LIFE… why wouldn’t you want to think about that person? You love your boyfriend/girlfriend right? They complete you on levels only imaginable to others, yet you actually have that. Why in the name of the Goddess would you want to think about Brad Pitt or Pamela Anderson??
Honestly I just don’t get it. If you love your other half, you enjoy being with that person, and they get you off like no one’s business then why wouldn’t you think about them while you’re pleasuring yourself? Like the idea of someone else is going to make you cum harder? I don’t think so really. I understand fantasies, really I do, but why shouldn’t your fantasy include your other half??
Just think about it… seriously.
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{ February 13, 2012 @ 10:28 am }
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{ 10 Day Writing Project }
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Day 6: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
I believe in telling the people that you love and care about exactly what they mean to you. That being said there are more than five people, but here are some of the ones I care about.
1. my daughter
2. Sean
3. Sarah
4. Snow [maybe this is a little selfish but whatever. I heart me]
5. Sharma (and yes JR too)
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{ February 12, 2012 @ 8:58 pm }
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{ 10 Day Writing Project }
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Day 5: Six things you wish you’d never done.
While I tend to not regret things and I don’t like to live my life with regrets… I want to go on the record saying that I do NOT regret anything, though these are some of the things that I hate I’ve done.
1. getting married to a piece of shit that was a complete waste of my time
2. hurting Sean, every time that I’ve done it… I’m sorry.
3. sleeping with all the idiots that I have
4. dated Les
5. slept with and seen Rick
6. trusted certain people, people that I knew I shouldn’t have
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